fanmix: after the afterlife (btvs | buffy/drusilla)

[fiachairecht]

Sunnydale, 2001. Buffy wants to be less alive, Drusilla wants to be less lonely, and the darkness just wants them both. A season 6 AU about grief, horror, transformation, and forward movement. For tigerlily / LittleRaven because that's What Fen Do (Instead of Going Outside). I know you didn't actually request Buffy/Drusilla, but I'm going to assume that was just an oversight on your part since it's a very good ship that you usually request.

a version for the exchange collection on ao3 | listen on openwhyd

i. the rockrose and the thistle the amazing devil ii. the horror and the wild the amazing devil iii. the morgana effect theatres des vampires iv. bleak earth vetrar draugurinn v. the lowest low the birthday massacre vi. eternity iamx vii. the vampire waltz hannah fury viii. inside collide ix. gravediggress cocorosie x. never left swallow the sun

i. the rockrose and the thistle the amazing devil
all the pins inside your fretted head
and your muttered whens and hows
all your mother's weaves and your father's threads
let me rob them of you now

ii. the horror and the wild the amazing devil
fret not dear heart, let not them hear
the mutterings of all your fears, the fluttering of all your wings
welcome to the storm, i am thunder,
welcome to my table, bring your hunger

iii. the morgana effect theatres des vampires
it's not true, i see it, but it's not true
it's not there, i see it, but it's not there
i call you, i want you
are you there?

iv. bleak earth vetrar draugurinn
the light of my soul has dimmed deep within.
just your name on the black surface of my heart.
the scars, torn assunder, ripped apart.
i carried the weight of the world, bleak and grey

v. the lowest low the birthday massacre
when you collapse all the colours change
like a hexagon storm
look for my reflection and can't see my face
i killed my past just to be reborn

vi. eternity iamx
and though i thought that i
that i would always find
a secret place to sleep
eternity, can you complete me?

vii. the vampire waltz hannah fury
i carry a mandrake in my bouquet
and i shiver when it screams
the light in your eyes is still calling to me
taking my whole world and setting it spinning

viii. inside collide
tell me what can i find here
when you vanish in the air
i get caught in the rain
that falls in your doorway

ix. gravediggress cocorosie
i used to watch the butterflies,
pretend that it's spring
when december can't remember
not a damn cold thing

x. never left swallow the sun
please light, don't let me win
when i walk into night without you
please light, hide deep within
where the shadows can't reach you

Comments

[sonofgodzilla]

Hannah Fury is wonderful. <3

I could definitely get into Buffy/Dru, you know. I've never really thought of it before, and it's been a long time since I saw Season 2, but I could definitely get into this as a ship, so thank you!