fanmix: savage sweetheart (dare me | beth/addy)

[fiachairecht]

Beth and Addy, beginning to end. For bluegansey / darlingargents in WDLF3.

i. jupiter drive loreen ii. can't tell my friends elysian fields iii. mephisto in the water jenny hval iv. i'm a ruin marina & the diamonds v. home austra vi. she's not me lana del rey vii. perfidity jordan reyne viii. stay here/accroche-moi oathbreaker ix. i'm tired, you're lonely liza anne x. battle cries the amazing devil

a version for the exchange collection on ao3 | listen on openwhyd

i. jupiter drive loreen
you won't run, you have no reason
and my lips just feel you once more
i need to feel you breathe and then
you're all mine.
mine

ii. can't tell my friends elysian fields
vampire looker
getting me high
i can't tell you why
i can't tell you why

iii. mephisto in the water jenny hval
this spring
holds a killer in her claws
she comes up with the river that climbs the mountainside
she climbs up the ribs, climbs up the lips

iv. i'm a ruin marina & the diamonds
i played with your heart
and i could treat you better but i'm not that smart
you still mean everything to me
to me

v. home austra
you know that it hurts me when you don't come home at night
my body can't rest unless you're sleeping by my side
you know that it hurts me when you stay away all night
what is it that keeps you there?

vi. she's not me lana del rey
is she a ride or die bitch?
does she know i'm tattooed onto your heart?
you can try to fight it
i have left my mark on you
there is nothing you can do

vii. perfidity jordan reyne
you were always the twisted one
who drank your solace from anyone
for the strength of your hate i loved your bitterness
for the blood in your soul i loved your emptiness

viii. stay here/accroche-moi oathbreaker
storms lay down and come to rest
confusion returns to how it's always been
i let you replace the taste of my pain
with the comforting of your frail skin

ix. i'm tired, you're lonely liza anne
i'm tired, you're lonely
screaming "babe, console me"
and, i'd stop it if only my heart didn't break so slowly
(hard hearts didn't break so slowly)

x. battle cries the amazing devil
and these lines aren't wrinkles dear heart
they're just dollops of paint on a new work of art
and as i walk away i know
i've been through the wars
but that creaking you hear in my bones is not pain
it's applause