fanmix: she's shifting in (btvs, buffy/cordelia)

[fiachairecht]

SHE'S SHIFTING IN to a new city after a sort of-maybe breakup with a sort of-maybe friend, to a new city that fills the space she left behind with more demons and fewer memories, to the kind of place where a ghost might come back and the kind of place where that might mean more than anything else — a buffy/cordelia what-if-buffy-went-to-l.a.-eventually-too fanmix

A stocking stuffer for sapphicsunshower.

i. hollywood main theme vampire: the masquerade - bloodlines ost ii. dreams of you the birthday massacre iii. she wants to play with fire night club iv. the knife zilched v. tongue tied and twisted collide vi. reconcile austra vii. between hope & danger hante viii. the far side aviators

[ bndcmpr (missing track 1) | openwhyd ]

i. hollywood main theme vampire: the masquerade - bloodlines ost
instrumental

ii. dreams of you the birthday massacre
did i ever see you, feel you?
how could i leave you here forever?
did you ever see me, feel me?
would you leave me here forever?

iii. she wants to play with fire night club
and while she's back again
she wants you back again
she'll stop at nothing just to be beside you
she's at the door again
but i won't let her in

iv. the knife zilched
see i'm not trying to pretend
i never lied to you in the end
now i won't try to make amends
but i'd lick your wounds and hold your hand

v. tongue tied and twisted collide
there's a hole in my existence
and i can't look back
i'm tired and i'm twisting
i don't understand
undercover went through the gates of hell

vi. reconcile austra
there is a breath that's left
once was a pulsing thing
you shuddered every word
you are calling time again
i will reconcile

vii. between hope & danger hante
let me recover my eyesight
let me go over to the light
between hope and danger
there’s the sunrise

viii. the far side aviators
feel the rhythm in my cold heart
i could make your soul a work of art
just a touch of heaven
walking with the dead makes you feel alive

Comments

[hollowbolding]

very very calmly reaches over to bite u

[fiachairecht]

i need to you to know that i am SO torn between my desire to respond 'bites u back' because of how funny it is with my icon choice and my desire to not sound like a 2008 lj rper

anyway thank for the help putting this one together uwu

[sovay]

fanmix: she's shifting in (btvs, buffy/cordelia)

This is not remotely a fandom of mine, but I really enjoy the playlist!

[fiachairecht]

I'm so glad it holds together without the fandom knowledge! Glad you enjoyed :D

[kore]

NICE

//mourns the loss of 8tracks, and even yousendit

[fiachairecht]

I'd thought 8tracks was back but apparently it's in only-listen-no-uploads mode for an undetermined length of time, so new mixes are out unless they're Only made of songs you've previously uploaded, I guess :(

[gloss]

Such a great ship, and one which has only grown in interest for me. I can't wait to listen to this!

[fiachairecht]

Ahhh I hope you like it! And same re: a ship that grows in interest for me - it was a 'yeah I see it' ship when I first watched but the more I think abt it (and I think the older I get too lol) the more invested I get...some really fascinating 'I know what happened to us but what are we now questions that are really fun to explore!

[sapphicsunshower]

i love!! every track of this fanmix and this fanmix as a whole and the vibe of it SO much!! the instrumental is SUCH a good opener and the lyrics you picked from every song are so perfect and i went CRAZY when i heard the opening synth of She Wants to Play with Fire!! the songs all feel so very appropriate for btvs and i love the picture you paint of this buffy/cordelia reunion! the last track was my favorite like walking with the dead makes you feel alive SCREAMMMMMM ! thank you so much i will be listening to this on repeat <33333

[fiachairecht]

you: *requests btvs fanmix*
me: *blacks out in front of the synthwave section of my mp3 library for two days having THOUGHTS*

i am soooo glad u like it friend i worried a bit i went too hard on the vibes & not enough on the shippiness but i love the idea of buffy and cordy in l.a. together figuring out what being in a relationship outside of high school would be like sooo much and this was so much fun! <3

[elasticella]

how exciting! i am mid-workday rn, but will be bopping around later <3

[fiachairecht]

noooooooo work but yayyyyy playlist time after, i hope you like it :D